Today I am beginning a new blog.
There was a time when I wrote every single day about anything and everything in my journals and on blogger; my tap was always on. In the last few years that tap has been shut tight, and this new blog is my attempt to wrap my hand around that tight tap and undo it to find my writing flow again.
Even as I'm writing this I can physically feel pain inside my chest. I think because there is so much locked up, so much that is unsaid and I'm afraid of all that will be vomited, regurgitated or revealed once the tap is unscrewed, but I'm also passionate about discovering what will be said from the path I have journeyed in life so far.
I've decided it is time. I do not want to succumb to fear and silence any longer. I want to open up and break the walls that are around me.
This first blog may not be written very well, but this is my new start, and this is what writing from a locked up well looks like.
Today I want to document that I was offered a place in the course I applied for at University - Bachelor of Commerce and Bachelor of Arts. What words describes how I feel about this right now - ecstatic and nervous of course.
Trying is always the beginning of any new step in life, and this is me trying, again.
Love and peace,
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